really? you shouldn’t worry about me, darling
i don’t know what has gotten in to me. last night was one of the worst nights i’ve had. i turned in to a monster. i cut so much that i passed out from blood loss. i even wanted to kill myself, as you guys know. i already wrote a suicide letter. to be honest, i don’t know what stopped me. i woke up today with sour eyes from crying and my bed sheets were covered in blood. i’m actually glad i didn’t kill myself. there’s so much to live for and i don’t want to die fat. though i can’t guarantee that something similar won’t happen again.
i’m going to kill myself. i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore. everyone will be better off without me
i’m doing it tonight. i’m sorry.